Archive for January, 2008

I need love.

Posted in Ramblings with tags on January 23, 2008 by Milla

I had to edit this picture….

Can You imagine what’s going on there?


I’ve been told I’m flexible.


Eric the midget

Posted in Ramblings with tags , on January 22, 2008 by Milla

I’ve been listening to Howard Stern everyday for the past few months and heard about this guy’s site.

He’s a frequent caller on the show and the fact he broadcasts a live cam feed all day, is just fucking creepy as shit.

Wanna get chills?

Click here and check out Eric the actor

The confinement of irresponsibility

Posted in Ramblings with tags on January 14, 2008 by Milla

The last two day’s have been amazing. A pure vacation. I’ve been watching movies, jacking off, eating good food and taking long baths.

Life is swell as a red head.

But alas, it all end’s tomorrow. For the day after this, I commence Job Search.

I’m thinking maybe, I’ll try my hand at survey’s again. I fucking hate it to be honest, but I figure at least this way, I’m not responsible for anything other then showing up, the way I like it. Don’t get me wrong, it’s not that I can’t handle it, or I’m lazy, but when it comes to minimum wage job’s…well, I just don’t give a fuck. The Last square job I held down payed a little better then the bare minimum and it was so stressful, I had to cater like a slave to people’s needs over the phone (while they yelled and screamed allll day long).

I’ve come to realize I’m an emotional person, if I get yelled at all day, it sinks in. I could only wish I was one of those people whom didn’t let it get to them, but alas, I lasted about 4 months. I was walking the edge of calling in sick at least once a week, because I hated going to work so much.

So, survey’s are mind numbimgly boring, but hell, I can just keep to myself (which never happens…), show up on time and not be bothered.

I’m terrible at keeping down a job. The longest I ever had was about a year. My very third job at that. It was some crap telemarketing room selling medical plan’s to seniors. I had no moral dilemma with it back then, money was money. And how was going to hire some 15 year old punk, with crazy hair and a infectious smile? Lots of places. I didn’t know that then, my self image was in the toilet.

And now that I feel sexy, smart and capable…

I don’t want a job my mom can be proud of. I want to bask in the confinement of irresponsibility at the work place and flirt and make friends.

I refuse to grow up.

But somehow, I’m never late on rent.

I’m just that good.

My next tattoo

Posted in Ramblings with tags , on January 12, 2008 by Milla


It’s been over two years since I last got tattooed. The last thing I had done were the little cherries behind my ear at the Montreal tattoo convention two September’s ago. After  I had gotten it, I told myself I would take a 12 month break, the required time, to be able to donate blood. I’ve always felt strongly about being able to donate, as I am type O negative, which is the most valuable blood (booyah!) to donate.  From what I’ve read, I have the type of blood that can be given to anyone who needs it. Although, I can only accept blood from my own type. The sad thing is, it’s been a helluva long time, and I still haven’t gotten around to having my arm pumped. Which, in retrospect isn’t such a bad thing. It’s been about a year since I’ve smoked a joint (can’t smoke anymore get all paranoid…sad, sad) and I never drink to excess. In fact, my partying days are behind me. Mind you, I still have an inkling about once a year to get really fucked up, which happened last month at the Penthouse party.

Knowing all this, I’m going to be looking out for a donate center in the near future. I even have a friend of mine who’ll come with in case I don’t react well and get all lightheaded and stuff. After I complete this mission, I’ll start looking into getting my next tattoo.

Which will be something along these lines:

jap bondage

As you can see, the detail is insane, So I need to find an artist who’s worthy, and can actually pull off a piece like this. I already have one in mind, who comes highly recommended from several friends, so I look forward to getting in touch with this guy. How exciting.

As you can see, it’ll be a Japanese style bondage scene, I want tattooed on my right upper thigh.  The image itself, isn’t going to be this, exactly, but the picture above is more about the style I want. I’d describe it, but I don’t want to typing here until the wee hours of the morning.

I can picture it very clearly in my mind, and it’s something I’ve wanted for over two years. I can see myself, wearing sexy black stiletto’s, a black push-up and lacy panties, tilting my body slightly to the side, showing it off in the mirror.

Fuck I’d be hot. Hotter.

Yes indeed.

We’ll get into the whole Japanese bondage thing on a later date. tehehe.

Am I nuts?

Posted in Ramblings on January 12, 2008 by Milla

I’m looking forward to this movie like nothing else. It’ll be along wait, but hell…the trailer got my panties in a bunch.

Why so Serious?

Is he not the perfect image of joker?


the dark night.

I have a book of Joker stories  from the first up to the early 90’s. It’s a compilation of some of the best stories written, and according to what I’ve read, I’m even more excited to see heath leger’s portrayal.

Argh…soon, soon.

Wanna see my plaything?

Posted in Ramblings on January 11, 2008 by Milla

It’s probably older then you.


Come check me out

Posted in Ramblings with tags , , on January 10, 2008 by Milla

Anyone wanna play strip hang man?

Check me out on Myfreecams in the coming weeks.

Just be aware, there’s a typo in my name :(….

I’m Mylla.

play time